BIPOLAR

I know you're out there. I can feel you.
After what I have found out, you're mr. bipolar.
Your pomposity said so.
Even though, I'm still here for you.
WHatever you are right now, you are still the one I want.
But then again, is this love?
I don't know, I'm just bored.
If someone better comes along, I know, I will swim with the waves and abandon
your useless existence in my heart.
Unless, you prove it, that it wasn't useless.

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A lover.
I can't tell when he will land in my arms.
I admit that I think about him a lot of times.
But then i realize, I'm not ready to have one.

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One night,
doesn't mean the rest of my life.
If I go it's not impossible,
but possible is probably wrong.
So, let go because I'm afraid to try.
I'll keep my hands by my side.
I won't come back.
I hope someday you'll understand.
I want to try and make it right,
but I don't know if I can.
Last night,
everything was right and the rain was gone.
One summer's night's the only time we know.
Shut your eyes,
when you wake up I'll be gone.