The issue of life and death

    "In a blink of an eye death steals your life."

   Goddamn these issues that I've been heard lately. My past mother's relative, my beautiful auntie have a stage four cancer in sinusitis and i am really affected. My tita's husband has a cancer in lungs too... My grandfather in my mother's side has to undergo a kidney operation. Oh, this is so awful, what has been happening lately? And, here i go experiencing some internal back pains. Yeah, i was diagnose with U.T.I. I have taken antibiotics but i wonder if it was already cured? SHit, sometimes like hell the pain remains.

    Is this a form of karma? No, maybe a will of God? Or just plain normal to make things better. I know, pessimism is really bad, so like what i've learned in my thesis, let me utter, "bahala na" and go on with my life. You may expect for he worst but hope for the  best.

    The Filipino has the shining courage. I know with everything that happens in their life they can still smile. After all, sadness and lots of emo-ness, will just make things worst. Like i wonder, does the belief of pessimistic people die easily a fact? I bet it is. So here's my plan, i'll go on with a smile. Eat a lot of veggies, original fruit juices, green teas and go to bed early. :D

    Life surely has a lot of surprises. Positively or Negative, i know everything will be fine because i believe in God's Providence.

See ya.