my dearest departure....

my dearest departure
is about to come
i can feel it, through my flesh

someday, ill be gone, without saying goodbye
My structures fall one by one
and i'll be weaken
maybe speechless or
go suffer on a hospital bed.
I don't know but i'll just keep the secrets
until it burst me when God wants it
to be revealed.

save me.
if I can't withstand this pain that comes within
a drop of my blood, of our blood.
and suddenly fell into unconsciousness.

                                 for my dear GoD.